A baby to come

It's just so true that people may set whatever plans they want, but God decides everything.

When I was a child I imagined that someday I would see my sister and brother be married in a happy wedding party..where everybody would put their best smile and wish the happy newly-wed couple a great happiness. What a nice child's dream it was.

Now, I don't think I can see that happens to my troubled but beloved sister. It's sad, but what's done is done. There's no use of crying over spilt milk.

I may not be able to see my sis in either my or her wedding dream, but I will see the greatest creature in the universe to come...a baby.So, soon...I'm gonna be "auntie Rina". How does it sound? Still hard for me to believe as I've never imagined it would be this soon. However, it should be great.

It's just funny and weird at the same time. To be married in rush and have a baby in less than 6 months...gosh! I'm sure it was THAT striking for her when she found out that she's pregnant. Being married to a man who doesn't have the intention of marrying her is just like a disaster. At least, that's not what a woman expects in her life. Now I wish we lived in other countries that don't even bother other people's business!

Well, I don't know what future brings her, but I will always hope for the best for her. Let the past be past.I also hope she can be a good mother (with the assistance of our beloved mother, of course! hehehe).

No matter how many arguments we've had since we both were little girls, I love you SIS.